Why We’re Here

When the pandemic started, Southwestern Adventist University nursing grads Dex Esmeralda (’19) and Luke Zabala (’18) were fresh in their careers. Little did they know, they would soon join thousands of nurses across the country experiencing a time unlike any other – encountering more trauma in a year than some nurses encounter in a lifetime. Yet, both were prepared for the challenges at hand because of the clinical and spiritual training they received at SWAU.
 
Esmeralda worked at Kettering Health Network in Ohio when COVID-19 hit the area. As everything began to shut down, including the surgical unit where Esmeralda worked, he was left with two choices: to stay home until his unit reopened, or to work long and hard hours in the COVID unit.
 
“Working in that unit was both physically and emotionally tough,” said Esmeralda. He described the environment as intense and chaotic. While bringing back one patient from cardiac arrest, another would code in a nearby room and the staff would rush to try and save that life. They saw people die on a daily basis.
 
A thousand miles southwest, Zabala had just started a new job in the progressive care unit at Texas Health Huguley Hospital in Fort Worth and was immediately immersed into caring for COVID patients.
 
“We didn’t know what to expect, of course; but, like nearly every other hospital in the world, we got hit hard,” Zabala recalls. “The experienced nurses said they’d never seen anything like it in their lives.”   
While the nursing skills labs and clinicals he took at SWAU gave him hands-on, real-world experience, it was the spiritual side of nursing that helped him to navigate the pandemic.  Zabala is certain he has been right where God wanted him during the pandemic.

“Whenever things started to feel out of control or stressful during my shift, I’d remind myself why I was really there,” Zabala said. “It was a very scary time, but SWAU gave me the mindset that I was there to minister to those in need, and that kept me going.”
 
Esmeralda added that in addition to a quality education with caring and knowledgeable professors, the greatest thing he took away from SWAU was an enhanced relationship with God.  

He shared that one patient spent an hour after his shift ended telling him how her husband had died in front of her the previous year. “I prayed with her in the end, and we both started tearing up; she thanked me over and over,” he said. “It was the greatest feeling to be able to be there for the patient.”

“Without SWAU, I’d just be another nurse going through the motions,” said Esmeralda. “My professors really pushed us to see the bigger picture and to look at every situation we encounter as a way to impact lives and make a difference.”

Now, over a year into the pandemic, Zabala and Esmeralda continue to rely on God for daily guidance in their patient care. They use the spiritual foundation they formed at SWAU to find purpose in their careers.

“Taking what I learned at SWAU and applying it in the real world allowed me to find my purpose,” said Esmeralda. “No matter what the future holds, I’m ready, because I know my purpose in this world is to follow God.”